February 2012
7 posts
I have never.never.never been so damn tired. Not a tired that’s deep down in my bones. Not like this.
In other news: I’m almost done writing “War and Peace” (fanfic, by the way, for those who have no idea about what I’m talking) for Tracia. Then, I’ll probably sleep a bit, then get to working on my homework assignment again, updating Last Name and You...
Is anybody else getting that annoying message...
I’ve gotten it at least ten times now. What the Hell?
You don’t deserve to live. Unfortunately, murder is illegal, so I suppose I’ll leave you be.
Physically. For now.
My life cannot be held within words, or photographs. But I will do my damnedest to keep the memories fresh with each strike of a key, each flash of the camera, of each time I take the time to write them all down. This is my life, day to day.
January 2012
5 posts
If I had a dollar for every time I’ve felt more...
December 2011
2 posts
I have no idea what the Hell to do. You can’t expect me to just know, after all that’s gone down. Ughhhhh…
I gots internet. I gots my Nook. I’m so incredibly happy. weeeeeee. I’m just waiting for my son to go to sleep, then it’s time to watch My Name Is Earl.
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
6 posts
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Alright. Only time I’m saying this, ever. I’m done. Stick a fork in me, I’m done through and through. I’m almost 21 years old. I’m OUT of high school. I have a beautiful son that I need to think of and worry about and care for and love. I don’t need any more drama, stress and bullshit games. They’re not tolerated any longer. I won’t allow someone...
I'll Cherish the Moments Time Can't Erase
Jonathan turned 3-months-old yesterday at 1330. Funny how time flies (though I know I’ve only seen the start of the seconds ticking down). I look at pictures of him throughout the last three months, and I laugh at how much he’s changed, grown, advanced. Yet I cry on the inside at how fast time has sneaked away from us. He’s so perfect, pure, beautiful, and my heart just melts at...
September 2011
33 posts
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I like this one. Anyone, do this please. And as per Stephen, it doesn’t have to be a long message either.
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I’ll be the first to admit, I’ve made some bad mistakes. I let love go when I should have held on to it. I kept my mouth shut when I should have spoken up. I’ve broken others’ hearts, even if that wasn’t my intention. I’ve hurt others when I didn’t really want to. I’ve let others down even without trying to. I’ve had my heart broken....
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kayci-z-von-sweet replied to your post: kayci-z-von-sweet replied to…
your doctor is an assbag!!!! ugh….percocet would have you sleeping soooo well! mean doctor is mean >=[
Yes, he is ): So I’ve been pretty much literally EATing my pain killers since they have such little effect.
Why did I just do that?
kayci-z-von-sweet replied to your post: kayci-z-von -sweet said: =( what did you…
owie =( i wish i could give you my oxycodone…or codeine…whichever. after my surgery, two of those bad boys and i was out like a light. or send someone to walgreens to get you meletonin. natural sleep aid that will also knock you the fuck out!
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Please help me make sense of this all.
Don’t make me live without you. Don’t make me walk away. Don’t make me lose you. Don’t make me give up on all my hopes, dreams, of you and me. I can’t live with you out of my life. I can’t breathe now, just knowing that that’s a possibility. I want to be the one you want, need, love, for the rest of your life. I want to be the one beside whom you wake up...
I will no longer beg and plead for ANYbody to care about me. I’m worth more. No one should treat me less than what I deserve. No one will treat me less than what I deserve.
If you don’t like who I am or what I stand for, go.the.fuck.away. and leave me a.l.o.n.e.
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Anonymous asked: Hey, there! I just wanted to say I hope you are recuperating from your surgery great, and I hope you can hold your son soon! I can only imagine what Hell it must be not to be able to perform your duties as a mother! Another thing: up there, it says you're in love. Would you be willing to share the details? Like, are you two together, et cetera, et cetera? If not, can you at least tell what...
ONE SIMPLE FUCKING REQUEST. That’s all I asked. Yet you can’t fucking do it. Jesus fucking Christ, man. Trust me; if I didn’t have to sleep on the goddamn couch, I wouldn’t. I would be in my bed, in my room. But I can’t sleep in my bed for risk of me rolling onto my stomach in my sleep. So why the fuck can’t you turn down your fucking porno so I can fucking...
Ugh. Surgery was Monday. Pain killers aren’t working. Doctor won’t authorise me to be on Vicodin. Can’t hold or pick up my son. Tired of constantly laying down, not allowed to move. Want sleep, but not tired. Fucking starving but my stomach is being eaten away from having to eat my pain killers like they’re candy, just to get some fucking effect.
Sorry, Tumblr..I’m...
kayci-z-von -sweet said: =( what did you get
surgefied?
thezombiefiedbride said: What happened?
I had my gall bladder removed. The entire bottom half was fulllll of gall stones. It wasn’t a major surgification process, but it hurts just the same, and my restrictions are identical to if I’d had, like, my liver or something taken out. Blegh.
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Anonymous asked: seems like ur having trouble with ur baby daddy. maybe u shouldnt have been a slut and fucked him over. u deserve what ur getting. go die.
God, will you just stay away?!
How is it you ALWAYS try to come back, right when I’m finally content with not speaking to you? How do you seem to just ~know when I’m at that point? I know you know what you do to me. But here’s something you weren’t counting on:::
I won’t let you back. I won’t let myself fall for your games again. I made a vow to my son that I wouldn’t give you the...